God, I'm confused: A multitalented Christian's journey to clarity.
I sat there holding in the tears. I'd come to church like any other Sunday, raised my hands in worship like any other Sunday, and sang my heart out, like any other Sunday. Now this preacher was hitting home. The thing is I hadn't sinned. I wasn't sniffling out of conviction. I was being slapped by clarity. I'm sure you know as well as I do that this christian walk can sometimes be blurry. You wish for God to come sit by your bedside and lay out the whole blueprint and then you just get up, put on the full armor and go execute. For years I've struggled with 'what am I to be doing?' I write. I sing. I speak. I paint. I decorate. I lead. I teach. And I could go on. Being a multitalented Christian can feel very chaotic. The crossroad has six exits and they all beckon. Hence my cry: God, I'm confused! Why am I here? What am I supposed to be doing? I'm talented in all these areas and I don't know which one to choose; not as a career, far less in mini...